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Name: Talon
Location: Boston, Massachusetts, United States
Birthday: 10/1/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: Emilie, she drives me crazy... music is a big part of my life... most importantly is God... He's taking my life and I couldn't have it better off.
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Monday, June 30, 2008

so much time has passed

hmm... i don't know what I am doing bck on xanga... does anyone read these anymore. I don't. so whay am I writting. I don't know why did I ever write in the first place. certinaly it wasn't because that was what everyone else was doing. I was writting a song the other day about all the bridges that didn't burn but just fell out under my feet. so many days gone by still so many ahead and I'm just not sure which battles are worth fighting. I've lost so many friends gained so many more. spent so much money and flushed it away on nothing. I guess this is the life. Big news for me... i e my big day with emilie: 12 days till im married. wow I really can't believe it's here.
Currently Listening: Californication
- 1,3,6


Monday, December 10, 2007

a blast from the past

Something she said:
New Begginings

Put down your swords of anguish,
Cover your spears of rage,
Walk away form this battle,
Learn to live another day,

As the morning sun rises,
There is hope in the sky,
Peace forever after,
Puts an end to all the lies,

No more pointleess deaths,
No more destruction in the air,
We'll salvage love from this wreckage,
Time to show the world we care,

Colour no longer matters,
We see the man not his race,
Equality means everything,

In this new world, new time, new place.

What I had to say back:

We have one tool to fight one wepon
would it be right and what woul be said then
If we stoped our battle cry just gave up?
if we forgot to try gave in to peacefull lust?
As the a new day comes with one new thought,

There is hope in a way found in this weppon though distruction will be rought

Peace forever after? never, to be
with our lives we must suffer you and me
more death, that gift the only one to suffice
air of destruction the smell of sacrifice
We'll salvage love from this wreckage,
Time to show the world we care,

Colour never really matterred but the biggeting face  of hatered found a way
to see the man for his race forgeting his face and how it must be to the other
Equality means nothingthing at the end of this day it only one question that will sway
what life is and means to you
In this world,  place, that is not what you lived for but that you

were willing to die for that thing that you lived for cryed for and fought for 

 

Currently Listening: Enema Of The State
- All the small things


Sunday, December 09, 2007

JUST A FEW MORE

215 DAYS
Currently Listening: Identity Crisis
- In your hands


Friday, November 23, 2007

Our Job?

What's our job as Christians? This summer I was brought to tears... not neccisarily by Christians' lack of love but rather that non-Christians exemplified more love. I needed a place to live... I lived in my car. I asked people to pray for me in my church... they said they would but didnt open their home. A man who I knew had a spare bedroom wouldn't even let me rent that from him "because the children needed a play room... which I feel I took as gracieuosly as I could. the night that I was told no by that man I was going to have to sleep in my car. I went to work and this one lady accedently waited on my table thinking that it was her's. I was very angry. I expressed that anger. She apoligized... I realized that I wasnt acting as a Christian should. I apoligized for loosing my temper and explained that I was under a lot of pressure and that I would be sleeping in my car that night and that Noha Fox had the right to throw away everything I owend because I did not move out in time. She insisted that I stay on her couch... I didn't, I make sure to never be alone with a woman that isn't emilie. But having said all that... She was more loving than Christians... I don't understand that and even to this day cannot rap my head around it (what a dumb saying "wrap my head around" wouldn't taht hurt? Anyway,) My point is on this thanksgiving day, I am thankful for people who show Christ's love. The fullers for one who take care of me as if I am their own child. Emilie and her family who treat me as if I am a part of their family. I am Thankful to my own family for loving me... these people (and more) love me inspite of who I am. Luke and Kelly, Leif and Mellis who opened their home to me when no other Christians would. walter at work the gay guy who showed more love to me by offering his couch than my brothers in Christ. I am thankful for these people.


Friday, November 02, 2007

What?

It's like starting over again... what is it that attracts me to xanga? it's so silly and no one's on here anymore but I'm back with full steam for it? weird? I think so. let me ask ya'll something.... Bri Bri and I were talking about the books we own... we have a theory that we own more poetry between the two of us then the whole entirety of the guys on campus... add Chris M. and we think we might have 90% of the girls covered... is that gay?

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